yeps. i changed my blogskin(:
i needed a little change.
lol. oh wells. now you have to click more to read my blog. haha.
oh wells.
commendation award was.. boring. the same. haha.
afterall, it havent changed since so long ago.
hmm. lipin, i have no explanation for that too. i just felt. something.
sorry. i should have done something when i felt it.

presidents challenge was. pretty boring.
went to staffroom to see the teachers and give card,
then SOMEONE spoiled our plan. poof.
but. it was fine lah.
then carrot cake at Bukit Timah Food Centre! haha. eversonice.
haha. oh wells.
then btp. met shu en and her bf.
it was so funny.

today, i had really really nice Ba Kut Teh
yeps. it was ultra nice.
oh man. i think. im growing fat. heh
ladeeda.
oh wells.
tomorrow, family dinner.
monday, physics, lit.


Why is it so hard for you?

BBQ on sunday. omg. it rocked!
the food was SOO good.
and wow. so nice. lol.
church was. nice(:

monday was. sighs. so tired.
got so pissed with ahemahem.
bleh. so annoying.
oh wells.
then zhiyun's oven broke down.
and we all brought home to bake.
i thought i had an oven at home, and ended up with a micro wave.
HAHA. so. i ended up going to lesley's house.
lol. smart.
oh wells.

stayed back today, and. yeah. haha.
glue in a testube was fun(:

sighs. super screwed up this few days.
forgetting things, and being very disorganised.
sheesh.
dunno why.
if i continue like that, i'll die.


nice song:

God have not promised skies always blue
Flower strewn pathways all our lives through.
God have not promised sun without rain,
Joy without sorrow,
Peace without pain

But God have promised strenth for the day,
Rest for labor,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials help from above,
Unfailing kindness,
Undying love

God have not promised we shall not know,
Toil and temptations,
Trouble and woe.
He have not told us we shalll not bear,
Many a burden, many a care.

But God have promised strength for the day,
Rest for labor,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials help from above,
Unfailing kindness,
Undying love

God have not promised smooth roads and wide,
Swift easy travel,
Needing no guide.
Never a mountain rocky and steep
Never a river, turbid and deep.

But God have promised strength for the day,
Rest for labor,
Light for the way,
Grace for the trials help from above,
Unfailing kindness,
Undying love

- God Have Not Promised.

the week's finally over. and the tests and studying-for-tests, all the nonsense and rubbish, all the wadever. all the wadever wadever. all over!
and i can take a break. for ONE day.
guess after 2 weeks of 4-5 day weekends, i kinda cant last through the week.
so so tired.
and my bodyclock just enjoys waking me up at 8. and. i cant sleep anymore. blehhhhh.

P&D is over. and. yeah. i screwed up once again. oh wells.
saw my friend from JLTC all the way back in p6. she still has tt face. X)
before that, i met caro and cassie at KAP.
caro couldnt recognise me and thought i was a guy? HAHA. cos i was wearing a cap with a tshirt and bermudas. LOL.
so funny.
THEN. the first person cassie saw was me.
hahaha. so different even though i didnt take off my cap or wadever. haha. interesting.
cassie stupidfies time. guess why.
hahaha.

Confidence can make or break a person.

wow. havent blogged for days.
lol. oh wells.
so. the class photos turned out pretty nice for everyone except me. argh. SOO. argh!! i dont wanna be firsst row!! so spoils my record ok. emma pang! all your fault!
sighs.
rehearsal today was kinda. bleh.
today was just.so.painful. oh man. i hate times like this.
trying SO hard to avoid overdose of panadol.
its always nice to have poriing rain, and cos of my nicenicenice sortofnew house, i can just STICK OUT MY HAND, and feel the rain. X)
so. i can stick my hand out of the window in the toilet, and turn n the showers, and feel the rain totally.
lol. so retarded.
oh wellls.
hmm. havent blogged for so long. i kinda have nothing to blog about? lol.
im goona miss all my tuitions next week!X)
haha. oh wells.
i shall start studying. now.
i wanna watch so many movies!!
bleh.


is confidence that important?

yesterday was absolutely splendid.
absolutely enjoyed yesterday to the max.
partied till late at night on a yacht at one degree 15, stoning under the stars.
even though the people werent my crowd, it was absolutely funn!(:

played with yu herng, sticking out our tongues like little kids playing on the playground.
seeing him throw himself unto the floor in fits was absolutely funny...
sabo-ed him at the animal game too. uber fun.
heh^^

kenny talked to me even though i was the youngst there, and got me so talkative in the end.
he was soo friendly. and nice. and funny.

ling chi and her MAJESTIC fall, and her great singing that got her fired as receptionist.
"my favourite things"

sean was the greatest.
was soo niceeee. i thought he was asking me to eat, but i was kinda stone cos i dun wanna start eating first,
in the end, he took the food for me! so nicee(:

the fairsians were nice even though they didnt know me, and included me, and kinda excluded me at the same time. lol.
they were sooo funny. the funkiest bunch of ppl EVER.
and they kept claiming tt they were corrupting me. even though it was like. ok-ish.

hmm. it was interesting comparing the 20/30 year olds and the 21 year olds.
they ask about your age, and the results is. so funny
21 year olds: you're..18? *shakes head* 16? *shakes head* "im 15(:" OHH! SO YOUNG!
20/30year olds: how long more till you come up to youth? ( the 17s onwards are there) " 1 more" OHH! SO FAST?! WOW!


oh man. it was justr terribly fun, and i got gastric. -.-
haha. oh wells. i was still feeling the swayying of the boat in school, and i couldnt concentrate.
blehh.

charis: so sorry!(: i didnt know lipin would pon school too. XD haha. you had your diane!(:
teng: oh sighs. *hugs* sighs. love ya

Raindrops on roses and whiskers on kittens
Bright copper kettles and warm woolen mittens
Brown paper packages tied up with strings
These are a few of my favorite things

Cream colored ponies and crisp apple streudels
Doorbells and sleigh bells and schnitzel with noodles
Wild geese that fly with the moon on their wings
These are a few of my favorite things

Girls in white dresses with blue satin sashes
Snowflakes that stay on my nose and eyelashes
Silver white winters that melt into springs
These are a few of my favorite things

When the dog bites
When the bee stings
When I'm feeling sad
I simply remember my favorite things
And then I don't feel so bad

i realise,
that i eat roti prata EVERY SATURDAY. sighs. yes. im super slow.
elearning has... lots left. actually, not really.
1) lit: conformity versus individuality
i havent done it yet, cos i did the stupidest thing on earth. grace knows. lol.
2) physics: i only opened like. one file.
thanks tiffany
3)EMATH!
i havent started! tt one is super screwed. havent started on it yet. matrices is like. a whole new type of set and notation. hahaha

sighs. i realise, i havent done much. haha. and tmr i wont be home for the whjole day cos of my sister's party. lucky girl is gonna be 21 soon! haha.
so, i have to finish everything today.
i really dont feel like doing the lit. i have no idea wad to write. bleh. can we not do?><



i love my brother
he is soo cute.
and his eyesight got problem. cant make the difference of "soo" and "500"
hahaha.
yes. im laughing at him.
hahahhahahahhaha

ever heard of jokes so retarded its funny?
hahahhaha
glowing fireflies.

i love the rain. nice and cooling. <3

you are super FAT AND HEAVY
and you're sitting on me
bleh. DA FEI ZHU
nooo. its not hitting africa
its just tt you're a fat pig. stop denying it.
"how can i laugh at you? " hahaha. why not? its funny!

ignore this whole part. sounds kinda weird if you dun get it. only joshua would. lol.

sighs. i should be doing my work.

learn to save emo-ing until you get into a soundproof room.

went back to school today, for some stuff,
it was just plain interesting.
collecting rainwater with lipin, doing funny stuff with clarissa, etc etc.

"jieyi is a hopy lopy gogy ad a busy hapey busy head."
makes me wonder wad this little boy is thinking. it doesnt make any sense. but its just so cute. <3

i cant download the physics ppt!
and lit is pretty.. weird? haha. but the pictures are all so heartwarming.
i like picture no. 3
but i have only half the idea wad to do. sighs.

patience is a virtue. yes. i finally realise i dont have patience at all. sighs. this com is like. lag. slow like anything. it takes forever to load a page, and it.. sighs. sucks. bleh. lol. oh wells.

today was super funny.
trying to throw shoes from the first level to second level, and throwing wadever not up and down. hahaha. i was complaining tt i need a good laugh, and i got it! lol. super funny. then kara got a hair cut. now she has a fringe. haha. congrats.
physics was plain dead. and lit test was just. full of crap.
oh wells.
then. caro started self entertaining herself with my tigger. lol.
today was just plain funny after physics.

oh wells. byee!

today, church.
nothing much.
sometimes, after a whole week for meeting strangers, it feels so nice to go back to a "home"



staring at the computer screen with a conversation open for you, waiting for you to open up to the person on the other end receiving it, you realise you have nothing to say. you have so much to say, but nothing comes out.
time flies, and you see that nothing you do can help anymore. you've learnt to hide everything, so much that it doesnt take any effort at all. flash that smile, and all is well. i guess, when you get to that stage where telling anyone wont help, opening up to anyone wont do you any good, you kinda just turn away. after turning away for a long time, you lose that ability to express those "troubles" of yours. its just a viscious cycle.


caro: thanks for that short conversation(: *hugs* love ya

charis: im not diamdiam ok!! just not as loud as you! hahahah! it was fun while you were here!(: next time bring grace along and mess up my cupboard. hahaha. its impossible, friend. straight As are WAYY too high to achieve. for you, its OBVIOUSLY fine. hahaha. oh wells. take care k?(: you can always come and look for me(: COME AND KNOCK ON MY DOOR. YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE!hahahha.

I remember the times we spend together
On those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight

I remember the days we spend together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dream
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you here now
Would hurt so much

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I remember the time you told me
About when you were eight
And all those things you said that night
That just couldn't wait

I remember the car you were last seating
And the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
And stayed out way too late

I remember the time you sat and told me
About your Jesus
And how not to look back
Even if no one believes us
When it hurts so bad
Sometimes not having you here
I say

Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

I say
Tonight I'm falling and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight

- Tonight,

thanks caro. this song is so nice. was stuck inmy head for the whole day.
charis came over today. haha. was so funny, and random.
hahaha. oh wells.
thanks friend. it wasreally cute(:
grace had to go home ):
i heard of her evil scheme to try out all my clothes and jump on my bed. crazy girl, next time!(:
hahaha. oh wells. my internet is still screwed.
and i should be studying now.
but. heh^^ i studied so much today! heh^^ im so ultra guai today ok. heh^^
oh wells.
'tonight' is a ncie song..
hahaha. oh wells.

Happy National Day!
I just realised is not compulsory to put up the flag, that's why not alot of ppl put it up this year. plus the GST increase, no wonder not many flags are up this year. but if you put it up the wrong way, you get fined -.- shows how "fine-y" singaporeans are.
hahah. singaporeeans doesnt have the spirit after all. but it was so nice seeing everyone wearing red and white today. so cute.

who spends the national day washing toilets and cleaning the house?! sighs. speechless.
my com got screwed last night, cos i did the stuppidest thing on earth. and i dunno how to fix it. lol. oh wells. maybe i'll get more inspiration to study for this long weekend. lol. oh wells.

met my former tutor just now. she looks so much more vibrant.
beore that, my mum was complaining about her son, shaking his leg so much.
lol. then.. i kept turning around to watch the tv at the food court, then dunno why, i found the whole bunch of people so familiar. lol.
havent seen her or heard from her for 3 years. she, her children, everyone changed so much.
sighs. miss her so much. i was with her for the whole of my primary school, and now that i'm in sec school, i totally forgot about her. sighs. oh wells. its nice to see her again. <3

it was nice talking to caro yesterday. yeps. it's been long.

i still haveno motivation to study.
i realise, i never had the motivation. its just like. DO.
think that's why i dun like asking questions. cos i just accept it as it is.
great problem about me. hahaa. not inquisitive enough.
oh wells. this is why i can never score well in lit? lol.

im gonna die when the progress report comes out. my mum's gonna slaugther me like shit. seriously. i'll die.
failed 2 subjects. dude. i dont need a genuis to know where my weakness lies. sighs. and his 2 subjects i failed were failed VERY terribly. and i only hit like. 3 targets for myself?! sighs. and this is with acceptions. sighs.

went to watch the fireworks 2 weeks ago.
stole these photos from my sister's blog cos i was lazy.
heh. today's celebration was .. not bad. great job 3s! (: i shall buy you lollipops.
hahaha. well, im suppose to be studying now but.. heh^^
flag bearing today was.. funny, and weird. and we looked kinda odd. lol. oh wells.
once again, i wasnt loud enough. ohwells(:
sam kept smiling and sticking her tongue out at me during assembly. tsk.

went ikea and vivo after school. man, these guys are the funniest!
hahaha. had a great time with them , even though i chionged off super early.
didnt get to eat my ben and jerry's! lol. oh wells.
didnt get tan after all. boo.
oh wells.

today's full dress was... like that. nothing to say.
after that, came home. nothing to say.
bleh. i just realised, we have 5 days that's like. completely free!
heh^^
but the 5 days = studying. so, its nothing much.
tomorrow is national day celebrations! so interesting.
all the best to the NDP committee.
have fun!(:
hahaha. oh wells.
PLEASE DONT PON SCHOOL TOMORROW!

this whole thing about putting up the skit really showed me alot of things. good or bad, i really hope this will work out tomorrow. I'LL BUY YOU LOLLIPOPS! XD

sometimes, i really dread weekends.
and this is one of them that i really hate.
sighs.
breakfast, lunch, dinner. all very very unhealthy.
i met mr khoo while having roi prata for breakfast
bak ku teh for lunch. its really good. but i had my meal with pigeons flying over my head.
dinner was at newton circus. very very unhealthy. and very very bad for health.
the NDP rehearsals cheated my feelings ok. didnt see the fireworks after all.
im innocent ok. very very innnocent. and thank you so much!(:

played icy tower today, and i guess, you only fall when you give up. missing the platform doesnt mean you'll die. you'll just have to grab on to your second and third chances. sighs.
went on a craze with blogthings. did so many of those small quizes. lol. i shant blog them(: haha. ohw ells.

the skit is defintely not gonna turn out good.
i feel like backing out so much. please.
which person is actually interested? which person actually WANTS to do it?
its soo annoying. plus, none of them cooperates. none of them.
stop the complaining.
please.
i've had enough.
please. turn up that day.
please. just cooperate.
please? i really need everyone of you.
sighs. this is soo shit.

anyways. today, our class has a warfare. it was super noisy! people were shouting at each other. so noisy. oh man. and you walk into class, surprised at the number of people in there. lol. it was kinda funny. oh wells.
history test again on monday.
pass? HAH.
it was so funny with grace today, and we cleaned up the class! wad an accomplishment. grace is a mad friend. but she's so funny.
spot check didnt work.
and im glad, we have 2 prefects in the class(:

today! caro is a very lucky person. my. very lucky in deed.
of all the people there. haha.
gb was so screwed. i was sooooo angry with that PERSON. omg. she is definitely a female dog.
sighs. taking the recruits for drill was funn. laughed at nava so much.
heh^^
then, i rock. the moment i stepped into the concourse, i saw my mum's car. heehee. i didnt even get her msg or anything. and my timing rocks so much. lol. oh wells.